Something Else

I guess it’s time to jot down some of my feelings lately! My feeling for a certain person seem to get stronger every day for that person. This person knows who they are and know that we needed time apart but i can’t help but say that I love her so much and I honestly always will love her always and forever! She is the one person I can tell things to and she can tell me anything as well. She is truly my best friend in this whole world and I would give up anything to spend a day with her one more time! I miss her voice her laugh just everything about her i miss! All I can say now is that I love you and that won’t ever change! ❤

So if what he said is actually true about my mom and how she’s disappointed in me….then I really feel like shit but if he is just trying to get me to go out and tackle the world well fuck him! The last thing I want to be is a disappointment to my mom…if I ever did I would just leave and never tell anyone where I am going! But I guess I’ll just have to ask and see what my mom says!

I hate when things get like this because it brings me back to old feelings whenever I talk to you. My feelings will never fade because of what we went through. I hope you know that but you probably are the best thing that has happened with my life and have has the biggest impact in my life. You know who you are and I hope you see this but I still honestly think about you everyday for a moment.